it would have been nice if my school notified us that they were going to close the late night food place! oh yea I almost forgot, who cares if the on campus students eat - they already forcefully confiscated our money for the meal plan
I did it! I finally got rid of most of the muscle in my arms :D they’re so skinny now! Four long years of avoiding protein and muscle building work outs and there’s finally results. I also lost just about all the weight I possibly can without turning like anorexic or something wee I love being skinny ^_^ next task - must get paler.
I have this really weird mental complex where I’m really indecisive and indifferent but I also hate being told no. So someone could be like, do you want A or B and I’m like eh.. I don’t care and they say you should chose B cause it’s cool and I go with it like, yeah okay sounds good but then someone else comes along and goes NO. you can’t have B why not? because no. then all the sudden B is all I’ve ever wanted and I get angry and do whatever it takes to get B, when I couldn’t have even cared less in the first place.
I’m a mediocre person… okay with most things but not good at anything my purpose might be to be in peoples ways… I guess I should get out there and start pissing more people off - it’s the only things I’m good at.
maybe I should join congress, I’m really indecisive and bullheaded so - yea I think I found my calling
this guy i know throws this wild crazy party at the end of every school year and he invites literally everyone in our grade and this year i’m gonna call the cops ahead of time to shut it down because i once let him borrow a pencil and he never gave it back
I hate when you get hit with those random feelings of panic and the nagging sense that something isnt right even though everything around you looks fine and you’re just standing there staring with your heart rate steadily increasing and your hands trembling and you’re so frustrated because you don’t know what’s wrong or what you’re so scared about and man I just really hate that
“And it has been
of a year.
I have worn
under my sleeves,
on my thighs,
running down my cheeks.
This is what
looks like, my dear.”—Michelle K., It Has Been One Hell of a Year. (via thisisthehorrorshow)
“I’m a paradox. I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I’m lazy, yet I’m ambitious. I don’t like myself, but I also love who I am. I say I don’t care, but I really do. I crave attention, but reject it when it comes my way. I’m a conflicted contradiction. If I can’t figure myself out, there’s no way anyone else has.”—unknown (via cheesedragon)
did anyone else do that thing when they were in elementary where you write T H I S on your knuckles and a stick figure on one palm and a scribble on the other and you go “this is bob bob says hi this is bob when the car comes by” thing. that was messed up.